I’m in love with me

I will start by saying that yes, I realize it has been two weeks since my last post.  For that I am sorry :)  Now on to the good stuff…

I never thought that I could be in such a screwed up position in my life and be as completely and totally content and in love with myself as I am right now.  I have arrived at this awesome place where I truly do not give a rip what anybody has to say about me and I’m going to do what I want when I want and you are more than welcome to join me.

I am done with trying to fool myself that I am not broken.  I have gone through a lot lately and all of the people I know in my situation are just as broken as myself, if not more so.  However for the first time in my life I am doing the things that I want to do for me.  I am making amazing friends and awesome memories.  I am also learning that I am apparently a good friend and a strong woman.

I am this crazy person who laughs at her own jokes, sings at the top of her lungs, and organizes people and events with a tiny bit of flare and “spunk”.  Seriously… what’s not to love?  Have I mentioned that I make a mean chicken alfredo and know the lyrics to virtually any song that I have heard more than twice?

if you are stuck in the land of needing someone else to love you for you to be happy, I implore you, figure out what makes you who you are, and be that person.  It is such an amazing way to live your life.