I will start by saying that yes, I realize it has been two weeks since my last post. For that I am sorry :) Now on to the good stuff…
I never thought that I could be in such a screwed up position in my life and be as completely and totally content and in love with myself as I am right now. I have arrived at this awesome place where I truly do not give a rip what anybody has to say about me and I’m going to do what I want when I want and you are more than welcome to join me.
I am done with trying to fool myself that I am not broken. I have gone through a lot lately and all of the people I know in my situation are just as broken as myself, if not more so. However for the first time in my life I am doing the things that I want to do for me. I am making amazing friends and awesome memories. I am also learning that I am apparently a good friend and a strong woman.
I am this crazy person who laughs at her own jokes, sings at the top of her lungs, and organizes people and events with a tiny bit of flare and “spunk”. Seriously… what’s not to love? Have I mentioned that I make a mean chicken alfredo and know the lyrics to virtually any song that I have heard more than twice?
if you are stuck in the land of needing someone else to love you for you to be happy, I implore you, figure out what makes you who you are, and be that person. It is such an amazing way to live your life.
